Amman

No, I haven't forgotten about my blog, nor about the two hundred of you that view it.

But blogging daily has become very hard, and rather very uninteresting as I work eight hours a day and sleep another eight.

And I have recently started feeling uncomfortable with people knowing everything I'm doing on daily bases, and it's not that I care about what people think or about people judging me, but I care about the closest people in my life judging me.

I'm not ready to lose a friend for the sake of blogging, so I decided to slow down before blogging becomes a big part of my life.

But if you still want to follow my daily life then follow me on Instagram at Leenqart. or click the button named: Instagram in the menu bar above.

No, I'm not stopping, I'm going to be posting once a week. I'll be posting thoughts, photography, tutorials, interesting events, cheer up articles and many other things I have planned.

All thoughts are welcomed, as I have many in mind, I will one day run out of ideas and I appreciate any suggestions.

Last Friday I went with my family, family friends and my camera. We were asked to photograph what Amman is to us. Or let's say get a couple of photos that when you first see you'd get this feeling of: yes, this is Amman.

And there was no place better to do that than downtown.

Until next week, Peace!

Throwback Thursday

During my life, I have loved a lot of people.

I have had many best friends, and I have as well lost too many.

But there was always this one person, who no matter what, stayed. Life tried everything it could to set us apart and did not succeed.

This one person has been with me throughout my whole life, we made each other what we are today, and even though we have our differences, and we don't agree on ninety per cent of things we still manage.

God made us cousins, and it has been one of the most amazing gifts I have in my life.

And now she's travelling for a whole month, and I am going to miss her to bits! So I'm dedicating this post to you, Shush. Aslan you are going to miss me, even if you are in the most beautiful country in the world.

And that's pretty much it..

The Last Night

I have just recently figured out that life is not a fairytale

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And such things are true love and forever after and happy endings are only images built in our heads by Hollywood.

I have had the toughest, yet, month and a half of my life, that I no longer believe in love, even feelings in general.

Because no matter how much you love someone, in the end, you part, if not by the force of life then by the force of death.

why do we waste our lives looking for love? Love of marriage, love of family, of friends, of things, job, country..? Why is love so important? It's not even a pleasant feeling. It's the hardest and most draining of all. Yet we seek for it, and in the end, enjoy it.

Is love all it takes for family, or a job or whatever to make that thing work? Or could things be built without the scent of love? and how long will they last?

Cause people who have been together for so long could part over something they are imagining, or something silly, sometimes something huge... but the question is: what happened to the love between a husband and his wife? A dad and his daughter, a girl and her best friend, an employee and his job, an artist and her goal?

Why is love such a cruel thing that decides to leave all of a sudden? and why does it go away?

Nothing much happened today, in our lunch break we went to Chilli's. caution to who ever goes there: The prices have gone a lot higher! And we said goodbye to Chili's off on our journey to find a new favourite restaurant.

And in the noon we had a GJU hangout at Starbucks,  it's always fun hanging out with those people!

We ended the day with a movie night, The Heat was an epic movie, I do suggest you watch it.

Sadly Shush is going back home tomorrow, and travelling in a couple of days..

And that's another day done..